Vacation

My brother who is getting married in late May has decided to semi-elope. What this means is that they found a resort on a Miami beach that has a wedding package that they will do. The immediate family is tagging along. After the wedding, my other siblings and my dad and stepmom are going to D1sney. They invited hubby and I to join them.

Ideally, this cycle works (or the next one) and I will be having a baby in late May (or thereabouts) so we would have a great excuse to not go. In that case, we will show up for just the wedding either being really pregnant or with a newborn.

But there is always the other case. I am not sure what to do. First, before the D1sney trip came into the picture, hubby and I thought it would be fun to spend a few extra days in Miami because we've never been there. But then I feel this guilt to spend more time with family I don't see often. So I think we should go. And then I think how depressed I will feel walking around that park seeing all the other cute little kids and being reminded that we don't have our own cute little kid to bring here. And then to be paying big bucks to do it (b/c let's face, that place isn't cheap).

I'm trying to delay the decision as much as possible, but now they keep bringing it up with greater frequency.