Another time

I can't help but reflect on how different our three IUIs have been. Not so much because this was our first injectible cycle, but more because it becomes so standard. The first time, hubby and I spent the afternoon together to recognize our potential baby making going on. The second time, hubby did meet me at the doctor for the procedure, but there was no extended time together. Today, he didn't even come. I don't point this out because I am mad at him about it. In fact when he came with an apologetic face to say he had a busy day at work and won't be able to come, I was already assuming I would go alone. The newness has worn off. I think the number of appointments for an injectible cycle. Has sped up the feeling that this is a standard process and not anything to get excited about. Just another thing to fit in my schedule.